Imagine a love so strong that saying hello and goodbye at the same time was worth the sorrow.

April 27, 2014


My sweet babyboy, please forgive me for not posting in so long. I always have a million things I want to say but where to start. I miss you so much. I can't say that enough. I will always miss you. As I go about my day, there's always that feeling- someone is missing. In my head, I picture how it should be. You, 3 years old and teaching your little sister things like: how to escape the crib, how good chocolate tastes especially shared between you two when mommy isn't looking lol. So many things. I can't even imagine the mayhem you two would get in to. (I would like to think your big sissy woukd keep you both out of trouble lol) But I would love to have that.. I would take the good, the wondrous, the bad, the scary just to have you back here with us. I know that's selfish talk because you have the best place ever. Heaven. Just mommy talk...missing her baby boy. I love you so very much and I always will. Hugs and kissies, my love. Come visit my dreams. Love you, Mommy