Kolton

My sweet babyboy, please forgive me for not posting in so long. I always have a million things I want to say but where to start. I miss you so much. I can't say that enough. I will always miss you. As I go about my day, there's always that feeling- someone is missing. In my head, I picture how it should be. You, 3 years old and teaching your little sister things like: how to escape the crib, how good chocolate tastes especially shared between you two when mommy isn't looking lol. So many things. I can't even imagine the mayhem you two would get in to. (I would like to think your big sissy woukd keep you both out of trouble lol) But I would love to have that.. I would take the good, the wondrous, the bad, the scary just to have you back here with us. I know that's selfish talk because you have the best place ever. Heaven. Just mommy talk...missing her baby boy. I love you so very much and I always will. Hugs and kissies, my love. Come visit my dreams. Love you, Mommy